Tuesday, December 22, 2009

everything is falling and i am included in that.

Christmas time and December in general are not a good time of the year for me. I get sad, more sad than the rest of the year it seems. Yesterday I got to go to a holiday party held by my brother's friend. There were a lot of people there, some I don't see anymore so that was fun. I met some really nice people, while others were just plain annoying. My thoughts on Christmas are similar to those of Charlie Brown in A Charlie Brown Christmas.

"I think there must be something wrong with me, Linus. Christmas is coming, but I'm not happy. I don't feel the way I'm supposed to feel. I just don't understand Christmas, I guess. I like getting presents and sending Christmas cards and decorating trees and all that, but I'm still not happy. I always end up feeling depressed."



I miss him, but off to Candy Cane Lane with my friends.